A Chris Brown Story
Written By AJ (@LadyAJ03)
I looked at my phone and saw Keiko’s beautiful face pop up as her call came through. I ignored it. She let three weeks go by acting like I never existed. After everything we shared. The times I came and tuned her body up in the middle of the night, singing to her, treating her the way she deserved while that nigga was out with every other bitch in town. I told her she needed to make a decision and she chose. My heart still was with her but I had to accept reality. Every day there was a new picture on Instagram in Tony’s arms, hugging and kissing like she didn’t just take me deep inside of her. She wasn’t mine and I needed to let it go. I could still feel the way her hair slipped through my fingers and the way her body felt next to mine. Pure torture. Rising to my feet I stretched, feeling like screaming for the late nights I was putting in distracting myself at the studio but it was all worth it. The next project, Evolution, was going to be my best work yet. No features. Just me and my music, leving everything on the track. She called again. My will wasn’t strong enough to blow her off a second time so I picked up.
“Chris. Can you come over?”
She sounded like she could barely talk. Her breaths were quick and I could hear the soft sobs she tried to hide. I started looking for my keys and ran for the door.
“What is it?”
“Can you….just….come. I gotta go.”
Her phone disconnected and my heart started to race.
I wiped he blood from my lip and stared at myself in the mirror. My eyes traveled from the stained towel I held to the floor I just pulled myself up from. My body shook violently. Today’s event made number three this week and I didn’t know how much more I could take. Reaching for my makeup bag I stopped and stared at the bruise on my wrist trying to find a bracelet to cover it. Memories of the morning came to mind.
“Who the fuck is she Tony!!!” I screamed.
“You making that shit up in your mind!”
“I’m not stupid, I’m tired of you treating me like this!”
“Baby I know what I have with you, why would I hurt you?”
“Why is her naked pictures in your phone!? Why does her text say she can’t wait for you to come get it again!!!? Huh? Explain that! Actually, just go!”
“I’m not going anywhere!”
“Get the Fuck away from me!”
Pushing him out of the way I ran into the bathroom but he stopped the door with his foot, prying it open. Rushing inside he pulled my body into his arms tight and gripped my chin hard in his hands.
“I said I’m not going anywhere! You mine so you better act like you mine!”
I tried to pull away, squirming in his tight hold. Taking my fists I banged into his chest begging him to let me go. Then it happened. He smacked me hard across my face and let me fall to the floor. Hot tears fell from my eyes as I tried to stand back up only to have him throw himself on top of me, planting my wrists above by head with one hand, forcing my legs apart with the other. Pressing his weight down on me he ignored my cries against him. I begged him to stop, to get off of me, but he entered me instead. It wasn’t love making, he was taking me, and the pain of him banging into me didn’t stop until he pulled himself out of me cumming on my stomach where he tore the dress I was wearing. Collaring me he pulled me into a sitting position while he squatted over me with an evil stare, spitting in my face.
“Don’t you ever disrespect me again!”
Slapping me again he made sure my head banged against the floor.
I knocked on Keiko’s door. No answer. Knocked again. Nothing. Reaching above her door I located her spare key and let myself in. There was no sign of her. Spotting a big hole punch in the wall of the hallway leading to her bedroom made me nervous. I peeked into the bedroom he looked around and there was still no sign of her. Only pictures thrown across the floor and a broken vase against the wall.
Turning in every direction I called out for her only to grab my chest with fear when I spotted her standing behind me like she magically appeared. She looked flawless. Her hair was up in a simple pony tail but her makeup was on point and the maxi dress she wore showed off her curves. It was just like the day we met. I was mesmerized.
“You scared the shit outta me girl!”
“Sorry, I was getting ready.”
“I don’t know.”
“Keiko…What happened? It’s holes in the wall and shit. Did you have a break in?”
“Chris. Just kiss me.”
I didn’t argue. She didn’t want to talk. Her body language told me not to push it just yet. I pulled her in close and kissed her forehead before lifting her chin to face me. As soon as my lips touched hers she grimaced with pain before wrapping her arms around my neck, burying her face into my chest.
“I just need you.”
“I know something is wrong. Do you want to talk about it?”
“No. Can we just get out of here?”
There was something desperate in her voice. Something definitely wasn’t right but I couldn’t put my finger on it. Then I thought about Tony and the argument they had the last time I saw her. She didn’t deserve to be cheated on. She was so angelic and precious.
“How long can you be away?”
“What do you have in mind?”
She choked back tears and looked into my eyes wearing a half of a smile.
“Paris Chris!? Seriously?”
“I’m gonna make some calls and we can leave tonight. Just me and you. You deserve it. We’ll go shopping, have some fun, and you can leave all of this behind and clear your head.”
She jumped into my arms, wrapping her legs around my back. Her half smile grew bigger and she even giggled when I gave her ass a squeeze. I knew she was hiding something serious because she started avoiding my eyes, but this was my chance to treat her the way she deserved to be treated. This was my chance to make her mine.
I ignored Tony’s attempts to make up and enjoyed Chris’ company. He always made my worries disappear. After boarding the jet he had gassed up for us was the first step I took toward healing after everything I went through. I couldn’t tell Chris. His temper. I didn’t need any more drama. We were clear for takeoff and I was clear on what I needed to do. Let go.
“Let me show you around.”
Once the seatbelt went off, Chris showed me everything from the cockpit to the bathroom like a little boy showing off his favorite toy. I let myself zone out and enjoyed the wine he served me. We toasted to life and new memories before taking a sip from each other’s glass. I finally had the strength to look him in his brown eyes.
“You have something serious bothering you. I can see it.”
“Chris I just don’t want to talk…”
“Don’t talk. Let me take it off your mind.”
He took the glass from my hand and pulled me to my feet. Turning on soft slow jams he wrapped his arms around me and asked me to dance with him.
“Dancing at least 15 to 30 thousand feet up can make anybody forget their problems,” He said with a smile.
“It sure is working.”
I tried my best to let go of the hurt and enjoy him. He let his hands rest on my ass and kissed my neck sending electricity through me. I was surprised my body could even function after what happened that morning but in that moment there was no pain.
“You are so beautiful Keiko. If I had the world I’d give it to you. You deserve so much more. Tony…”
I put my finger to his lips to hush him. Didn’t need to ruin such a beautiful moment with my demons. The sincerity in his voice spoke to my heart. I believed him. We kissed again, then he twirled me around slowly, admiring my curves.
I giggled at his response to my figure. He sat me down nicely and instructed me to close my eyes. I listened, desperately trying to relax and let go. His hands moved underneath my dress and up to my thighs and I jumped, clamping my legs shut. He kissed my knees and my thighs, rubbing them softly until they opened for him. I tried to stop him from continuing but I lost all strength when he made it up to my inner thigh. My legs weakened and felt like jelly as he continued to just kiss the folds of my skin softly before covering my mound with his mouth. His tongue twirled around my clit. My eyes rolled back.
He sucked softly, bathing my kitty his tongue before covering her with his mouth again. Dipping his tongue in and out he tasted every bit of me. I was on fire. I begged for him to enter me. He didn’t stop. I screamed. He still didn’t stop. He devoured me until my body leaked, releasing its juices. Then he took a good look at it, giving it a few more kisses before traveling up my body. His lips traveled up my belly before grazing on my nipples. They instantly hardened and the wetness continued to build between my thighs. He removed his clothes while sucking on my neck and then decided to switch places with me, pulling my body on top of his. I found myself looking at a man who wanted all of me and I desperately wanted to let go. He guided me down onto him and I rocked my hips to the slow rhythms coming from the speakers behind me.
“Shhhhhhh…..Don’t speak Chris.”
“I have to….mmmmmmm”
He grabbed my face and memories of Tony came across my mind. Before I could look away he saw the tears welling up in my eyes. Pushing himself deeper inside he sucked on my bottom lip. I could tell he wanted to take my pain away. He gripped my face again.
“I love you.”