Hate Me Now

A Trey Songz Fiction Story

Written by Syreeta (@Only1ME_Syreeta)

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Trev’s anger won out.

 

Trev: “Did you see how she fucked up my car? I’m spose to not say shit and leave?”

 

Michelle: “Trevor you’re too upset right now. I just think you should calm down first before you say anything.”

 

Trev: “Nah…that ain’t how I roll.”

 

He finally found her. She was talking wit some dude in the room where billiards was being played. She noticed him coming toward her with Michelle. Trev walked right up to her and grabbed her by the arm. He was about to pull her over to the side but the guy she was talking to grabbed her other arm at the same time to stop her from moving.

 

Dude: “Yo nigga! Can’t you see we talking?”

 

Sheena: “Why are you grabbing on me like that? Get off!” Trev let her go and addressed the dude.

 

Trev: “Yeah well now we need to talk. You gotta problem wit it?”

 

Dude: “You damn right I gotta problem wit it.”

 

Trev put his hands up for the dude to step to him but security was on it in a heartbeat asking if there was a problem because if so they was gonna have to leave. Trev told them he didn’t have any problems. Then security looked at the guy. He said everything was cool so security left. Trev looks back at Sheena turning his attention away from the dude since he was an afterthought. The dude looked at him real sneaky why he had his back turned before he walked off.

 

Trev: “Why you do that shit to my car?” Sheena looks at Michelle.

 

Sheena: “Don’t be bringing ya bitch over here why you have words with me.”

 

Michelle: “Bitch? From what I’m looking at he needed an upgrade.”

 

Sheena: “Trevor you betta get ya heaux before she get’s busted in her mouth.”

 

Michelle: “Do you see me running? What, you need me to move a little closer?”

 

Trev: “Look! This between me and you. You fucked my shit up! I want my money!”

 

Sheena: “I ain’t paying for nothing! You thought you were gonna screw me well you just got fucked!” Michelle saw Trevor’s face when Sheena said that. He was ready to blow. Michelle grabbed his arm trying to get him to walk away.

 

Michelle: “Trevor! Come on Trevor let’s just go.” Trevor was ready to strangle that girl but he knew not to put his hands on a woman.

 

Trev: “You gone pay for my car…shakes head…I don‘t even know why I fucked witchu in the first place…dumb ass bitch!”

 

Sheena: “Yeah, yeah…whatever!”

 

Trev ended up listening and walking off with Michelle. She could tell there was no way he was going to calm down anytime soon. As he walked his chest was raised, his hands clinched and his forehead had wrinkles in it. She didn’t say anything else the whole time. Once they got outside Trev walked her to her car. He opened her door and she got in.

 

Michelle: “Are you going to be alright?”

 

Trev: “Baby I‘ma always be alright…belee dat!”

 

Michelle: “Trevor look, about earlier…”

 

Trev: “Oh and I‘m sorry for her coming at you like dat. She all talk anyway but I wouldn’t of let anything go down between the two of you just so you know.”

 

Michelle: “Well believe me I can handle my own. I’m very skilled in martial arts and the streets.”

 

Trev: “Never knew that about you. I guess it’s a lot I won’t get to find out now, but I gotta go, so you get home safely.” Trevor didn’t even let Michelle respond before he shut her door and ran off to his car. He couldn’t get over how fucked up it now looked. He put that thought out of his head for now. He had other things to settle…like talking to me.

 

*******

 

It was now the moment of truth. Jay asked me why I was so quiet all of a sudden and if everything was ok. I told him Trev was on his way over. I guess by my expression he knew we still was off track from earlier.

 

 

Jay: “Trey man what’s goin on witchu and ya brother? What was that all about earlier?”

 

Trey: “I told him I got a thing for his girl.”

 

Jay: “You what! Come on now dog you know that‘s some foul shit right there. How you gone be liking ya brother‘s girl n‘shit?”

 

Trey: “Look man, I know dat shit ain’t cool. It was just something that happened.”

 

Jay: “Whatchu fucked her?”

 

Trey: “Man I already gotta discuss this shit wit him I’m not getting into it witchu too.”

 

Jay: “Don’t think no bullshit gone pop off between ya’ll two while I’m around. I’m telling you that now.”

 

Trey: “Man go head wit dat. I ain’t fitt’n to do no dumb shit like that wit my brother. We know how to be men about the situation. It may get a lil heated between us at times but that’s gone be it.”

 

Suddenly Jay’s doorbell rang. He goes up the stairs to answer it since we was chilling down in the basement. When Jay and Trev came down there he had this menacing look on his face. I remained cool. I was gone let him talk first since I didn’t know what had already been said and just take it from there.

 

Jay: “I’ll be upstairs for a minute. Yo! Don’t forget ya’ll brothers first, that’s all I’m saying. I’ll be back.” Trev sat down in the other chair beside me.

 

Trev: “Is it something you need to tell me man?”

 

Trey: “Look man, I’m sorry for going behind ya back and messing wit Michelle. I mean I don’t know how much of the story she done told you but this was all on me.”

 

Trev: “She ain’t tell me shit yet! What she did do was kept complaining about you and how we so much alike playing games. Whatchu do man?”

 

Trey: “Come on now Trev…you need to ask?” He stands up.

 

Trev: “You gone fuck my girl while I’m not there?”

 

Trey: “Look Trev man, I’m sorry. It was something that just happened.”

 

Trev: “Fuck ya apology! It’s me man! Ya brother! You that hard up that you gotta fuck wit my pussy!”

 

Trey: “Man fuck no! I don’t never have to worry about getting pussy. You don’t even care about her. All you care about is fucking her.”

 

Trev: “Nigga whatchu even know about her to care? How her pussy feels?”

 

Trey: “You playing wit her Trev. You was just fucking Chante before you even came home that night. If she was so important to you why you wasn’t wit her?”

 

Trev: “That’s my mofuckin business! That don’t justify shit for you! I’m suppose to be able to trust you no matter what dirt I’m doing. We may have done that shit back then but dat ain’t cool no more man. I liked her and even if I didn’t that don’t give you permission to fuck wit her.”

 

Trey: “I never said it did, but I’m really feeling her man and as much as I hate to say this to you she likes me too.”

 

Trev: “Man I don’t give a fuck! You and her both can kiss my ass! You can have her! Just remember you picked pussy over ya brother man.” After that Trev stormed off. Jay came back downstairs. I was standing up in front of the chair by then looking toward the floor.

 

Jay: “Damn man. You done really fucked things up.”

 

Trey: “Jay man I don’t need to hear ya shit too man. You don’t think I know dat already? Got this nigga mad n’ shit and for what? She don’t even wanna see me no more.”

 

Jay: “See that’s what ya ass get. She free and clear from the bullshit but you gotta live wit it. I’ma start calling you “Mr. Steal Yo Girl” I know not to leave any of my women around you.”

 

Trey: “Jay man it’s not even like dat. It’s her. It was just something about her that I couldn’t say no too.”

 

Jay: “Oh she pushed up on you?”

 

Trey: “Not exactly. She thought I was Trev n’ shit. I never told her I wasn’t.”

 

Jay: laughs “You dirty dog. I’m telling you now if you ever fuck wit one of my girls I’ma whip ya ass.”

 

Trey: “Whatever man.”

 

Jay: “So how she end up finding out it was you?”

 

Trey: “Trev came in. He had been tryna call her but she wasn’t answering her phone so when he mentioned what was going on that’s when she knew.”

 

Jay: “And that’s all she said to you once she found out is that she didn’t wanna see you no more?”

 

Trey: “Nah, it didn’t go down exactly like dat. Really she does still wanna see me. I think she just scared of how it’s gone look.”

 

Jay: “So even after what just went down witchu and ya brother you still wanna be wit this girl?”

 

Trey: “Yeah man…I do.”

 

Jay: “What the fuck is wrong witchu man? That relationship is more important than you and ya brother’s?”

 

Trey: “Of course not! But you don’t know my brother like I do man. He ain’t really into her as he claims he is.”

 

Jay: “I need to see this chick. She got you open as a mofucker.”

 

Trey: “I can’t even deny it.”

 

Jay: “Damn the pussy like dat?”

 

Trey: “Nigga it’s like dat, but it‘s not even just about that doe. From the little bit of time I‘ve spent wit her I could tell it was something special about her. Trev don‘t even see it. All he sees is ass.”

 

Jay: “That’s all you saw at first.”

 

Trey: laughs “You couldn’t help but notice that at first. Man you should see her. She got pretty gray eyes. Her legs are long and sexy. She got a nice fat ass that just jiggles when she walks. It’s soft as shit too. Her smile can light up a room and that’s just her physical qualities. She’s intelligent, strong minded, owns her own business…man she bad…”

 

Jay: “Ight nigga you proved ya point…damn! I didn’t know it was like that.”

 

Trey: “Neither does Trev. He just sees it as me still tryna do the same things we use to do as kids. I’m not wit dat shit no more. I just knew when I saw her that she should be mine. Yeah it might’ve been wrong the way I went about it, but I’m not no “what if” type a nigga. I live in the moment. That was one I had to take. Shit! Fucking up is apart of life, you know?”

 

Jay: “I hear you but ya brother ain’t seeing things that way right now. You fucked his girl. It wasn’t some random nigga you did that too, but ya brother. That ain’t no easy pill to swallow man. What’s gonna happen once you go home? Do I need to come there too?”

 

Trey: “Maybe I should just stay here till things die down.”

 

Jay: “That’s cool too, but ultimately I want ya’ll to work this out man. Ya’ll my boys. I can’t have no friction in the unit.”

 

Trey: “I’m sure we’ll work it out. Like I said I’m just gonna stay out of his way for a minute, let things cool down and just take it from there.”

 

*******

 days later

 

Trev was at the house by himself. I was still over Jay’s. Michelle had been trying to get in touch with Trev to talk to him but he wasn’t taking her calls at first. Then this one particular time she called he finally picked up. He told her everything was cool and for her to just forget about it because he did. That wasn’t enough for her and she could tell by his tone it wasn’t true. She decided to make a trip over to the house so she could talk to him since she knew he was home.

 

Trev: “Whatchu doing here man?”

 

Michelle: “Trevor please let me talk to you and explain my side…please just hear me out?”

 

Trev: “Come on in.” Michelle comes in and sits on the couch. Immediately she’s looks at the spot where we had sex and is haunted by it. “Do I need to take off my shirt first?”

 

Michelle: “Huh?” Then it registers what he said. “No! No. That won’t be necessary.” He comes and sits beside her and looks in every other direction but at her. “I see the car is fixed.”

 

Trev: “Yeah it’s fixed.”

 

Michelle: “Did she pay for it?”

 

Trev: “You damn right she paid for it. I wasn’t paying for dat shit! How long we gone talk about her man? Whatchu wanna say to me?”

 

Michelle: “Trevor look at me.” He faces her. “I am really sorry about what happened. I honestly did not know Trey wasn’t you when I came over here that night. I mean you never said you had a twin brother so naturally when he came to the door I thought it was you.”

 

Trev: “So he never even told you who he was?”

 

Michelle: “No. He didn’t. I thought it was strange at first because I was trying to get close to you, but you kept moving away. I mean we were alone and I wanted who I thought was you. The next thing I know I’m finding out that it wasn’t.”

 

Trev: “So why you ain’t never tell me that for the rest of the night? I mean you had me thinking we was gonna fuck even after that.”

 

Michelle: “I know, but how do you expect me to tell you I accidentally slept with your brother? I was put in a very challenging position. I mean how do you handle a situation like that? It’s not an easy thing to say to someone.”

 

Trev: “I guess not. At least now I know why I didn’t get none that night.”

 

Michelle: “Trevor I really feel bad about this whole thing. I would never do that to you intentionally.”

 

Trev: “So since that was suppose to be me why I can’t still hit it? Why I’m getting cut the fuck off?”

 

Michelle: “Because I’m not that type of woman.”

 

Trev: “But even after all dat you still let me kiss you doe. Why?”

 

Michelle: “Trevor why do you think? It’s not that I don’t like you because I do…I was just so caught up in the moment.” Trev moves in closer to Michelle while they’re on the couch.

 

Trev: “How bout you get caught up in another one. I bet I can fuck you so good my dick will bring new meaning to a 3D experience.”

 

Michelle: thinks…God he’s making me wet…”Uhh on second thought, do you mind?” Michelle pulled up Trevs shirt. For some reason “Trey” just popped in her head. He leaned back watching her hands as they exposed his abs. 

 

Trev: “How bout I just let you feel my dick.” He took one of her hands and put it on it. She hurriedly moved it away along with letting his shirt go.

 

Michelle: “Why are you doing this? I can’t have sex with you Trevor. What type of woman do you really think I am?”

 

Trev: “Why it gotta make you a certain type a person besides a grown woman? I wouldn’t judge you. It was suppose to be me in the first place.”

 

Michelle: “I’m not having sex with you too. Why would you even still want to?”

 

Trev: “Why wouldn’t I? You wanted me and I damn sure wanted you.”

 

Michelle: “I feel so cheap right now for even entertaining the idea, but I can’t…did I just say that out loud?”

 

Trev: “Yeah, because you want me.”

 

Michelle: “I do, but I don’t.”

 

Trev: “Why, because of Trey?”

 

Michelle: “It really doesn’t matter how I feel about Trey…”

 

Trev: “What if it does? I mean if he doesn’t matter then what’s stopping you?”

 

Michelle: “You know I do have morals. I mean they may get clouded at times, but I’m not perfect. Anyway I just came over here to say I’m sorry and I hope this didn’t come in between you and him like he said he wouldn’t.”

 

Trev: “Yeah I’m sure he did say that, but back to my question. I need to know if you got a thing for my brother since this happened.”

 

Michelle: long pause “I do like Trey Trevor, but I never planned on that happening. I really was only interested in you.”

 

Trev: “So just because he fucked you that changed ya mind?” She stands up.

 

Michelle: “You know, I’m not gonna sit here and be insulted over something that happened purely by mistake on my end.”

 

He stands up and gets close to her. She looks at him unsure of what he’s about to do. She twiddles with her fingers to somehow create some distance. His face is inches from hers even still. He cups her elbows.

 

Trev: “Why you fightin the fact that you want it. Come on…lemme give you whatchu missin.”

 

Trev started kissing on her face. Michelle found herself at a loss of words and her breath. She was filled with confusion. She was suddenly taken back to when she was with me. She was seeing the same face but knew it wasn’t the same person. All these thoughts entered her mind as he kissed her face while she stood there.

 

Michelle: thinks…I can’t..nooo…mmm this is nice…I can’t do this…Michelle stop it you’re not a heaux…your morals remember…she snaps out of it and steps back “Ok Trevor this is not why I came here.”

 

Trev: “Ight! Ight! I‘m sorry.”

 

Trev moves away from her then Michelle slowly starts walking to the door with her head hung low. She stops in front of it with her back facing it. Trev walks up beside her. She looks at him with a heavy heart. She knows it should’ve been him she was with that night and now couldn’t. It nagged at her though because he had her curious. Her body had been craving for sex the way I had put it on her which made her wonder what Trev could do. Trev noticed out of his peripheral vision me walking up the walkway to come in. He grabbed her and kissed her this time on the lips real hard. She let him for a minute then pushed him away as I was opening up the screen door. She looks at me and then at Trev.

 

Michelle: “I don’t know what type of games the two of you like to play, but I’m no longer your pawn in it. Do me a favor the both of you and stay away from me.”

 

She quickly brushes by me to leave. I knew Trev did that shit to push my buttons, but what I didn’t know was why she was over here to begin with. Trev opens up the screen door and yells out to Michelle.

 

Trev: “Call me!” I stood right beside him and watched her angrily get in her car. Then I looked at him.

 

Trey: “Now that was a bitch move.”

 

Trev: “The only bitch that made a move was Michelle on my dick.” That was it. His comment got under my skin and I went charging after him and knocked his ass on the floor. “Yo! Man chill!”

 

I had him collared up as I was on top of him.

 

Trey: “So it’s like that Trev? We doing things like that man?”

 

Trev: laughs “Trey get off me man! I on’t wanna hurt you dog.”

 

I punched Trev in the jaw. It happened so fast I couldn’t believe I hit him. He realized I was serious and started throwing blows back. I swung back at him but he grabbed my arm and twisted it. Then he pushed me off of him and quickly got up.

 

Trev: “What’s ya fuckin problem man? You done lost ya fuckin mind!” You really gone trip on me over a broad that was initially mine first?” I got up holding my side.

 

Trey: “Dat’s bullshit! You may have met her first but she was never really yours Trev. You only tryna fuck wit her now because you know she wants me.”

 

Trev: “Fuck diss shit! I’m moving out! You don’t have to worry about getting or taking shit from me no more. Oh! Michelle ain’t into you as much as you think she is either, so you needa get off ya ego trip baby boy!”

 

Trev went up to his room after that. I couldn’t believe this was happening. I’m sitting up here fighting wit my brother over a girl that I don’t even have and even if I did why am I letting her come between us? Me and Trev have never physically came to blows. I really didn’t know what the fuck was going on with us. Now he’s moving out and Michelle thinks I’m playing some type of game wit her. What I gotta be playing games for? I know what the fuck I want. Now Trev got me second guessing what the fuck she wants. Got her ass over here behind my muh fuckin back, so really who’s playing games Michelle? I think I needa find out…